All this rain.

All this rain, brings out my shadows....
...brings out my anger, my sadness, my madness
All this rain, inside me, going insane....
All this rain....softness eludes me
All this rain, all these emotions, so much water.
Evaporate me with heat, my heart, but the water has water logged my flame.
I wish to remain,
But with all this rain....
Softness eludes me.
Teases me with gentle embrace, then turns away...
Back to mean ol me.
With what strength
When u feel it has all been beat out?
With what power
When you've given it all away
to these thoughts,
Emotions,
People,
Lovers,
Situations,
This pain.
It throbs w a dull ache,
an icy blue flame.
I dont feel the heat.
This numbness must have a name.
Its hard to think with all this rain.
But in the end, the sun is always there, behind the clouds, the lightening, the rain.
We just cant see it.
The storm is of our illusion, our earthly ego.
The clouds, our thoughts.
The rain, our emotion.
The lightening, our perception.
The water logged journey is heavy.
The lightening journey is impulsive.
The clouded journey is a cage.
The sun is still there.
When we purge,
Re-lease,
Re member
But forget
We see the self
The Self
Shining through.
That is our truth.
And after all this rain,
The warmth, our truth, our heart feels good.